If I could turn back time Grandma....

If I could turn back time, I would hug you dearly, I would hold your hand tightly, I would tell you I love you everyday, I would take you to travel even if I don't have the money, we could go to small places, we could work out the budget, we could go by bus, even if I really don't have money, we could walk around park, I would defend you when other scold you, I would do anything to keep you by my side, Sorry grandma, for being naive and zero minded when you were alive back then, I guess I was young and stupid, now that I grow up, I miss you more and more, I miss the time we share and I wished I did more, I wake up this morning dreaming of you, I saw myself holding your warm hand, I hug you and cry on your back, I saw myself braver in my dream because of you and because of this dream that you gave me grandma, I would love more, I would live more, I would dream more, I would hold people's hand more, I would hug people more, I would joke more, I will never wait for another time to turn back, because time won't turn back.

Thank you grandma for this heart warming dream, I cry my heart out this morning grandma, I hope you hear me grandma, do keep in touch with me tho we are in different world and do let me dream of you more. I wanna hold your hand more and hug you more, and say I love you. I wonder down there got FB mah? Next time I burn you a laptop and FB manual then we can play RC together, we would joke everyday together (^^,) LOve you......

Your dearest granddaughter 
mimmy